Joy in watching others consummate.
by PolySwingerWife. Listen to the ► Podcast at Connected.
As Kathy walked out of Dr. Anne Jordan's office, she thought to herself that the person she needed to talk to was Trevor.
Crossing the quad, She saw Trevor ad walked toward him. Trevor noticed Her and waived. She walked up to Trevor and asked him if he had some time to talk. He said that he did. She asked Trevor if he and Tom ever talked about sexual things.
Trevor tilted his head, "You know as well as I do that Tom is different."
"No kidding."
Trevor told Her that he and Tom rarely talked about sex. Trevor told Her, "I'm not sure that He and I are on the same wavelength when it comes to sex."
She sighed, "I know how that feels."
She wasn't really sure how to bring up what she needed to. So, she told Trevor, hoping for a good response, "You know, I'd even be happy if he just wanted to watch me have sex with someone else."
Trevor's eyes widened, "You'd do that?"
She shrugged her shoulders, "Well, if that would make him want me more, then I think so."
Trevor laughed, nervously, "Maybe you should be my girlfriend and Shelly should be Tom's girlfriend."
She asked, curiously, "Why do you say that?"
Trevor sighed, "Shelly is great and all, but I don't think that she thinks of sex the way that I do."
Trevor admitted to Kathy, "I'm not like a lot of other guys. I like sex and all, but, when I think about sex, I like to think of it in terms of being a spectator."
"So," Kathy asked, "If you and I were boyfriend and girlfriend, you'd want to watch me have sex with another guy?"
Trevor nervously laughed again, "We don't have to be boyfriend and girlfriend for you to let me watch you have sex with some other guy, or guys."
She asked Trevor, "Would you want to watch me have sex with another guy, or guys?"
Trevor smiled, "Are you offering to let me?"
She thought for a moment, then asked, "Who would you want to see me have sex with?"
Trevor smiled, excitedly, "If I were to choose, it would have to be Jerrod White."
Jerrod was the only black student on campus. He was tall, dark skinned, very attractive, well-built and had the brightest of smiles.
She had never thought of having sex with a black guy before, but the thought did intrigue her.
She asked Trevor why he would want to see her have sex with Jerrod.
"I love Tom," Trevor told Her, "But he's not the kind of guy that most women want, especially sexually. He sees sex as something that other people have."
Trevor admitted, "I mean, I'm not much different, except that I want to watch other people have sex."
She asked Trevor if he ever told Shelly that he wanted to watch her have sex with another guy.
Trevor told Her, "I don't think she'd ever go for it."
"But you've never asked her?"
Trevor shook his head, "It's not something that usually comes up in conversation."
She smiled, "We're talking about it."
Trevor nodded, "Yeah, but you're saying that you're willing to let me watch you. Right?"
She thought for a moment, then told Trevor, "If you don't tell Tom, and you're able to set me up with Jerrod, and he is okay with you watching. Yes."
She wasn't sure what she was doing. She just knew that knowing that what Trevor wanted and what Shelly had already done, and her own sexual needs, she had to do something.
Kathy and Tom met for dinner. As they ate, She asked Tom, "Do you and Trevor ever really talk about sex?"
He sighed, "Why are you so into talking about sex lately?"
She smiled, "Sex is a gift from God, Tom. And when we get married, I'm going to want to have sex."
He told Her, "Our fulfillment should come from a oneness with God, not our own selfish sexual interests or desires."
She shook her head, "No. Even God wants us to have sex. He created us with sexual desires."
He put his hand on top of Her's, "But God wants us to look to Him for fulfillment."
She asked Tom if he and Trevor thought the same way about sex.
He told Her, " Trevor wants to watch Shelly have sex with another guy. So, no. We do not think alike when it comes to sex."
She asked Tom if he ever thought about sex.
He looked away for a moment, then he told Her, "Look. Some people don't need sex to feel loved or to love. I admit that sex is a gift from God, but not everyone likes sex."
She asked Tom, "You don't like sex?"
He explained to Her, "My mother and my father don't have sex, at least not often. My mother says that my father is too aggressive, and it hurts every time they have sex. So, what I'm saying is that I know that my father wants and likes sex, but he is able to love my mother without having to have sex with her."
"And that's how you want to love me, by not having sex with me?"
He asked, "Would you rather I be like Trevor and want to watch you with other guys?"
She didn't answer.
Because of Kathy's pause, He concluded, "You're kidding me. Right? You'd want me to watch you have sex with other guys?"
She sighed and shook her head, "I can't believe you. We've been boyfriend and girlfriend since church camp. In all this time, I've never gone a day without thinking about our wedding night and having sex with you for the rest of my life."
He told Her, "Although you've never had sex, that I know of, I think you're addicted to sex, or at least the thought of it." Then He asked, "Have you had sex with anyone else?"
She was shocked. "Since we first met, you're the only guy I've thought about, sexually or otherwise. And you think I've had sex with another guy?"
He sat back and responded, "With all this recent talk about sex, I don't know if you have or not."
She was not happy with Tom's response. "So, what would you say if I did?"
He answered, "If you have, I don't know about it. And if you did, you probably wouldn't tell me."
She leaned forward, "Maybe I should, because your way of loving me is to not have sex with me. And for me to feel loved, I need more than you telling me you love me and not showing me you love me."
He expressed to Her, "Sex and love are two different things. I can love you without having to have sex with you."
She blurted out, although somewhat quietly, "You're right. You don't have to have sex with me. But that doesn't mean that I should have to do without because you don't want to."
He tried to console Her, "I do love you. And I want you to be happy. The thing is that a lot of couples are happy even though they don't have sex."
Kathy was disappointed. She asked Tom, "Would you be happier if I never brought up sex again?"
He told Her, "I think you'd be happier if you focused on what God wants, more than on what you want."
Gymnasium Tryst
A couple days later, after thinking about her conversation with and her conversation with Trevor, Kathy decided that maybe she was thinking about sex too often. Then Trevor saw Her, and he approached her, excitedly saying, "I talked to Jerrod."
"And?"
Trevor told Her, "It's going to be awesome!"
She looked at Trevor with a crooked smile, "And how's that?"
He smiled, "He wants to do you!"
She wasn't sure how she felt about someone "doing" her, but knowing that Jerrod wanted to have sex with her made her feel wanted.
He told Her, "They don't lock the gym or the showers at night, and Jerrod says that if you want to hook up tonight that he'll be available."
She wasn't so sure about hooking up with Jerrod in the gym at night, but thought that if she was going to get to have sex, she needed to be open and not so particular as to where it happened.
She wasn't sure if what she was doing was the right thing to do, but she was lonely. And the man she loved wasn't willing or able to love her the way that she needed to be to feel loved.
Kathy asked, "And he's okay with you watching?"
He told Her, "That's the best part. He said that would make it sexier."
She thought for a moment, then realized that she'd gotten herself into a situation that she couldn't back out of now.
She asked Trevor, "When does he want to do this?"
He told Her, "Jerrod was hoping that you'd do it tonight. And so was I."
She asked Trevor, "Are you more excited about seeing me naked, having sex or what?"
He was almost giddy. "All of it."
Kathy smiled, "You're still a virgin. Right."
"Yes." He revealed.
"Then," She said, "neither of us knows what's going to happen."
He nodded, "I have a pretty good idea."
Then She asked Trevor, "This isn't going to be Jerrod's first time though? Right?"
He looked serious, then said, "I didn't ask him."
She and He both laughed. She thought to herself, "I'm going to have sex with a guy I don't know, and don't know if he's ever had sex, either. I'm going to be watched by my boyfriend's best friend. My boyfriend's not going to know anything about it. We're going to be alone, in a gym, in the middle of the night. I'm going to lose my virginity. And at the same time I'm going to be sexually pleasing two different men."
He asked Her if she was excited. She admitted to him that she had a lot to think about.
He asked Her, "You're not thinking about backing out. Are you?"
She smiled, "I really don't think that's an option anymore."
Trevor told Her, "You have no idea how much this means to me."
She expressed to Trevor, "This is going to be a first for both of us, maybe all three of us. And I have to wonder what this is going to do to yours and Shelly's relationship."
He assured Her, "This is going to be awesome, for all of us. I get to watch you have sex. You get to have sex. And Jerrod is going to be there to make both of us happy."
She knew that having sex with Jerrod would change her relationship with Tom, and it might help Trevor to be more open with Shelly, but she wasn't sure what Jerrod would do, what he was thinking and what would happen after they had sex.
Before getting dressed, She prayed, "Lord, you know that I have lived my life for you. And tonight I am wanting to give and receive your greatest of human gifts. I pray to you to guide me. If this is not your will, let me know. If it is your will, be there. Lord, my greatest desire is to be filled with the Holy Spirit. Please let your will be fulfilled tonight. In your name I pray. Amen."
Kathy was trying to decide what to wear when Marcia, her roommate, rolled over from sleeping and said, "If you're going out, wear as little as possible. It's warm tonight. And it's only going to get hotter."
She turned to Marcia, "I'm going to . . ." Marcia stopped in mid sentence, because she noticed that Marcia wasn't awake. She was snoring. Marcia had just spoken in her sleep. She looked up, "Thank you."
Kathy put on her loosest pair of shorts and her biggest, loosest tank top and left to meet Trevor and Jerrod at the gym. While walking to the gym, Kathy's phone pinged. She'd received a text from Tom. It read, "Let God guide you in all that you do."
As She approached the gym, she could see Trevor and Jerrod standing outside waiting for her. He noticed Her first and waived. She waived back. Jarrod was wearing a tank top and basketball shorts. He had on a pair of sweats and a T-shirt. Both He and Jarrod smiled when they saw Her approaching.
She walked up to Trevor and hugged him, then she hugged Jarrod. Jerrod smiled and said, "You look really good."
She smiled, "You're not looking too bad yourself."
Jerrod asked Her, "So, we really going to do this?"
She asked Jerrod, "You want to. Don't you?"
Jerrod nodded, "Yes, please."
She felt that Jerrod needed to know. So, she said, "I don't know what He's told you already, but this is going to be my first time ever doing anything like this."
Jerrod laughed, "Don't worry, Kathy. I've done this with hundreds of women."
She stepped back, "Are you serious?"
Jerrod shook his head, "No. Truth be told, this is my first time, too." He got behind Her and grabbed her top, "Do you mind?"
Before Kathy could answer, or even knew what Trevor was talking about, Trevor pulled up Kathy's top, exposing her breasts.
She asked Trevor, "What the . . ."
Jerrod stared at Kathy's breasts, then told her, "I've never seen anything so beautiful in my life."
She wore a C cup bra, when she wore one. Her nipples were a light pink. Her areola were quarter sized. Kathy's breasts were firm, and her nipples were erect. Jerrod instinctively reached out and cupped her breasts.
In a whisper, Jerrod said, "Wow."
Trevor moved around to her right side, took her hand and guided it to Jerrod's cock. When She felt Jerrod's cock in her hand, she asked him, "Are you excited?"
Jerrod's breathing had deepened. He nodded.
She had never felt a cock before. And she asked if she could see it. Jerrod stepped back a bit and pulled his cock out of his shorts. Both Kathy and Trevor looked down.
Jerrod's cock was thick and long. Jerrod was still soft, but Trevor had to say, "Now, that's a big cock."
She looked at Trevor and asked, "How big are you?" Trevor looked down. Kathy smiled, "Oh. C'mon."
Trevor shook his head and said, "It's nowhere near as big as his is."
She put her hands on her hips and told Trevor, "Nothing else is going to happen until I see what you've got."
Trevor looked at Jerrod and then back at Her. He sighed, then pulled out his cock. Trevor was already hard. She looked at Trevor's cock and told him, "That's the second most beautiful cock I've ever seen.
He responded, "And it's only the second one you've ever seen."
She giggled, "But it's still nice looking."
Trevor had a big smile on his face. He asked Her, "Wanna touch it?" She reached over and put her hand around Trevor's cock. At the same time, She took Jerrod's cock in her other hand.
Jerrod joked, "Now you've got your hands full."
Jerrod suggested that they all go into the gym. It was a bit more private and there would be less chance of other people seeing them. Kathy and Trevor agreed.
Jerrod, Kathy and Trevor walked into the gym and stood there. Jerrod looked at Trevor and asked him where he thought the best place to go would be. Trevor suggested the weight room. It didn't have windows and there was a lot of things in there that could be used to enhance the experience.
When Kathy, Jerrod and Trevor walked into the weight room, She looked around. "There's a lot that could happen in here."
Trevor grabbed her top and pulled it over her head. Then he told Her, "And there's no better time to get started."
She looked at Trevor. "I don't think there's any rush." She looked to Jerrod, "Is there?"
Jerrod said, "I'm here for you. And I've got all the time in the world." Jerrod swallowed hard and added, "But I do like what's already happening."
Jerrod pulled of his tank top, revealing a tight six pack. His muscles in his stomach and his arms were well defined. She looked over Jerrod's stomach and chest and put her hands to his chest and ran her fingers down to his shorts. Jerrod pulled his shorts down, allowing for his cock to fall out and hang there. Trevor told Her to get on her knees and suck Jarrod's cock. She looked at Trevor and told him, "I've never done this."
Trevor smiled, "I'm sure you'll be good at it."
She looked Jerrod in the eyes as she knelt down and then looked directly at his cock. She put both of her hands around Jerrod's cock and kissed the head. Jerrod caught his breath. She smiled and looked up at Jerrod, "You like that?"
Jerrod nodded.
Trevor got on his knees next to Her and instructed her to put her lips around Jerrod. She looked at Trevor and then up at Jerrod. Then She put her lips around the head. Again Jerrod caught his breath.
Trevor told Her to stroke Jerrod. And she did. With both hands, She stroked Jerrod's head. She wasn't sure what she was supposed to do, and she was glad that Trevor was there to help out. Jerrod, this being his first time, as well, was just enjoying the whole experience.
Jerrod put his hands behind Kathy's head and pushed forward. As he did, his cock began to stiffen. Trevor had his cock in his hand and was stroking it. His breathing had deepened as well. Trevor got behind Her and tugged at her shorts. She wriggled and tried to work with Trevor as he worked her shorts off. Jerrod reached down and pushed his shorts down, as well.
Once he had Kathy's shorts off, Trevor laid down and slid under Her. She asked Trevor what he was doing. Trevor looked up at Her, "I've never actually seen a real cunt, and I want to get a close look."
Not a moment later, She gasped. She could feel Trevor's tongue on her labia. His tongue was soft and warm. And although she wasn't sure what it was supposed to feel like, She liked how it felt.
Trevor had only seen guys eat out chicks in porn. So, he wasn't sure if he was doing it right. But her moans told him he was doing something right.
With Jerrod pushing his cock further, Kathy found that she enjoyed sucking, mostly because he really seemed to like what she was doing.
Jerrod began thrusting his hips back and forth and so did Kathy.
With Trevor between her legs and Jarrod in her mouth, She prayed, "Dear Heavenly Father, Lord God, Jesus Christ, Holy Spirit of the living God, I just want to take this moment to say thank You for everything you have given to me."
When Jerrod was fully erect, She could no longer fit it into her mouth. And she told Jerrod so. Trevor interjected, "Well, I know a wet cunt that needs him right now."
She looked down at Trevor and smiled, then looked up at Jerrod, "I guess it's that time."
Trevor got up from the floor and told Her to lean over the weight bench and for Jerrod to get behind her. Both followed his directions. Jerrod stood behind Her and told her, "You have got one sweet ass."
She looked back, "Well, thank you."
Trevor stood next to Jerrod and asked if he could guide him into Her. Jerrod shrugged his shoulders. Trevor grasped Jerrod rubbed from Kathy's cunt to her ass hole and back to her cunt a couple times. Then Trevor positioned Jerrod.
Jerrod told her, "You feel amazing."
She smiled and told Jerrod, "Remember this is my first time."
Jerrod quipped, "Mine, too."
She laughed, "I just mean that you're big and I need you to take your time."
Jerrod pushed a little more and told Her, "Trust me, I want to enjoy this for as long as possible. I intend to take my time."
Jerrod told Her, "I have to say, you are tight."
She looked back, "You're not that small, either. So . . ."
Trevor mentioned to Her, "You have no idea how good he looks in you."
She mentioned to Trevor, "Maybe I ought to see how good your cock tastes."
Trevor stammered, "Um. You want to suck?"
She laughed, "It's not going to suck itself. Is it?"
Trevor quickly straddled the weight bench and presented to Her, she quickly took him.
As he continued pushing further and further, Trevor told both Kathy and Jerrod, "That's hot." Jerrod agreed.
She added, "This is the way I think sex is supposed to be." Both Trevor and Jerrod agreed.
Jerrod told Her, "Maybe we ought to do this again, sometime. Or maybe a lot of sometimes."
She told Jerrod, "I'm in"
Just then, Jerrod pushed the rest in and said, "So am I."
She caught her breath and said, "Oh!. Yes you are."
Trevor told Her, as he pushed as far into Kathy's mouth as he could, "I think I'd like us to do this maybe three times a week.
Jerrod responded, "I could do that."
Kathy, with her cunt and her mouth full, mumbled, as best she could, "Uh huh."
Out of the blue, Jerrod asked Her, "You and Trevor aren't boyfriend and girlfriend. Right."
Trevor answered, "I guess you'd say we're . . . friends with benefits."
She mumbled again, "Uh huh."
Jerrod asked Trevor, "She has a boyfriend, though?"
Trevor nodded.
Jerrod laughed, "And he doesn't know about this?"
Breathing heavily, Trevor shook his head.
Jerrod stated, "Well, someone's missing out, then."
She turned her head and told Jerrod, "Not that I know of."
Jerrod asked Trevor if he had a girlfriend.
Trevor told Jerrod that he had a girlfriend, and that he always wanted to see his girlfriend like this, but seeing him and Her was amazing. Trevor added, "And my girlfriend's never sucked , either."
Jerrod asked Her if she was doing okay.
She moaned, "Oh. I'm more than okay. I'm in heaven right now."
Trevor joked, "I'm glad this is what heaven is like."
Jerrod stated, "To me, this is what heaven should be like."
She told Jerrod, "You're my Adam and I'm your Eve."
Jerrod smiled, "And they were naked and unashamed."
Jerrod pulled out of Her and asked her to lie on her back. When she did, Trevor pulled her legs back so that the weights and weight bar could hold her feet up. Jerrod looked at Her and told her, "You have such a beautiful body." She told Jerrod that he did, too. Jerrod positioned himself and slid back in, as Kathy put Trevor back into her mouth.
Jerrod watched as his cock slid, but he also looked at her firm breasts and flat stomach. He admired Her's body and was happy that she was willing to share it with him. Jerrod was also happy that she chose him to be the first one for her.
Trevor was watching, too, as Jerrod slid in and out. He mentioned to Jerrod, "You look so good in her."
Jerrod told Trevor, "You're feeling it, too."
Trevor had to pull out of Kathy's mouth because he was about to cum, and he didn't want to. When Trevor pulled out of her mouth, she said to Trevor and Jarrod, "This is so much fun. Thank you both."
Trevor thanked Her back.
Jerrod told Her, "You know, this just feels so right, like this is the way it's supposed to be."
She agreed, saying, "God blesses us in order that we may be a blessing to others."
As he continued to slide his in and out, Jerrod told her, "You know, most people would think that our faith and sex would not be connected, but right now I feel closer to God and his purpose for us than I ever have before."
She responded, between moans, "God works though us and within us. And right now, I feel that God is within all three of us."
Trevor joked, "What you're feeling is God's love between your legs."
She looked up at Trevor and told him, "It's true."
What Kathy had always dreamed of and wanted with Tom, she was experiencing with Jerrod and Trevor. She felt wanted, needed and loved. She begged Jerrod to kiss her.
Jerrod leaned forward and his and Kathy's tongues intertwined. Jerrod told Her, "I think I love you."
She smiled, "I love you both."
Trevor told Her, "I do believe that this is what love feels like."
Jerrod got back up and increased his thrusts. She could feel Jerrod stiffen and begin to pulse. Within minutes, Jerrod released his load. Stream after stream coated Kathy.
Even after he'd cum, She could still feel Jerrod's cock pulsing. Kathy's smile widened. She and Jerrod were both breathing heavily.
Trevor walked around to see Jerrod's cock coated with juices. Trevor stated, "That's beautiful."
Jerrod looked up at Trevor, "You want some of this?"
Trevor asked Her if she wanted him. She told Trevor, "Now's probably the best time if there's ever going to be one."
Jerrod got up and Trevor took his place between Kathy's legs and slid. It didn't take but four strokes and Trevor began cumming. After he came, Trevor apologized to Her for cumming so quickly.
She asked Trevor if it felt good. He said that it did. She told Trevor, "What matters is that you came."
Jerrod helped Her get her legs down from the weight bar and thanked her again. She thanked him in return.
Jerrod told Her that she was an amazing woman. She told Jerrod that he wasn't so bad, himself.
Trevor asked, "What about me?"
She looked at Trevor and told him, "You were great." She told Trevor that he made it all happen, and he orchestrated everything. And it turned out better than she had expected.
Jerrod sat next to Her, sweating and exhausted. He asked Her, "So, where do we go from here?"
She smiled, "I say we make this a regular thing."
Jerrod told Her, "Works for me."
She looked to Trevor and told him, "You know, I think if you told Shelly about your desires and what you want her to do, she might do it."
Trevor sighed, "You've changed me, though." She looked at Trevor, perplexed. Trevor explained, "Before tonight, I just wanted to watch. But now I know how good it feels to actually participate."
She told Trevor, "You can still watch and participate. I think that Shelly deserves that."
Trevor told Her, "I loved watching you. But I'm not sure if I want to watch Shelly anymore."
When She asked him why, Trevor told her, "Ever since the day that I met you, you're the one I really wanted to watch." Trevor told Her, "You're so beautiful. You're thin. You're like my dream woman. You're the only woman I know that can turn sex into a prayer session."
Trevor admitted to Her that he'd dreamed of watching her since the day he met her.
She tilted her head, "But don't you look at most girls and want to see them with other guys?"
Trevor nodded.
She told Trevor, "You can watch me anytime you want to. And you can have me, too. But don't limit your possibilities."
Jerrod offered to get with Shelly.
Trevor smiled widely, "I think it would be awesome to see you fuck Shelly, my girlfriend."
Jerrod looked at Her, "Would that bother you, if I fucked Trevor's girl?"
She leaned forward and kissed Jerrod and told him, "I think you should enjoy as many women as you can."
Jerrod put his hand to Kathy's breasts and said, "I can't say that I want you to be with that many men, because I really want you again, maybe again and again."
She used her foot to rub Jerrod's cock, and she told him, "I want you again, too." She laughed and said, "Maybe again and again." She continued, saying, "I have a boyfriend. So, I'm good as far as that goes. But I will admit that having you and him, and Trevor, is a good combination."
Trevor sat in front of Her and asked her, "Oh, yeah. What, how do we go about this, concerning Tom?"
She sighed, "Well, I'm going to tell him what happened."
Trevor looked at Her, shocked. "Wait a minute. You're going to tell Tom about what happened tonight?"
Jerrod looked concerned, "Do you think that's really a good idea?"
"Yes." She told Jerrod. "I'm going to tell him that we are called to help each other in our discipleship. And that I would be very grateful for his encouragement and support."
Jerrod smiled and told Her, "Well, you've got both my encouragement and my support."
She took both Jerrod and Trevor by the hand and thanked them again. Then she said, "I think God's will has been done."
Jerrod squeezed Kathy's hand and responded, "Until next time."
Kathy agreed.
By PolySwingerWife for Literotica