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Ester smiled then.
"Have you not seen the crack in the wall that separates our bedrooms?"
I had been found out not because of my handkerchief. A crack in the wall had exposed what I had done. There was no other course than to admit it.
"You have watched me through that crack?"
Ester nodded.
"Nearly every night, though last night was the first time I saw you in such a state. It was quite a wonder to me, for it was the first time I have seen a man do such a thing. Do you do it often?"
I hung my head then, for the difference in our ages and Ester's tone of voice reminded me of speaking with my mother.
"Yes, nearly every night; in the privy. Last night I was aroused to such a state I could not stop myself."
Ester crossed the space between us and stroked my back.
"It is not a thing to be ashamed of, Johnathan. Ginny said all men do it when they do not have a woman to receive their seed. Would it not be a greater relief were you to have a woman who would do so? I only ask because I have never been such a woman so I do not know. If you have been with a woman, please tell me the truth of my supposition."
It seemed to me that our conversation had led me into yet another situation from which I could not escape. I did not know in what direction our conversation would next go, but I thought I must answer Ester with the truth.
"Yes, I have been with a woman, and yes, it is very much more of a pleasure."
Ester stroked my back again.
"Tell me, Johnathan, did you cause this woman to also have pleasure?"
I allowed that I believed I had. Ester's next words were spoken in a lower, softer tone.
"How did you know she enjoyed the experience?"
I thought perhaps I could end Ester's questions with my answer.
"Judging by the sounds I heard coming from your bedroom last night, I would think you are well aware of how a woman acts when she is enjoying the pleasure of passion."
Ester did not even pause before she spoke again in the same soft voice.
"I intended for you to hear me, for there was a reason. I have been with one man, years and years ago, and it was not a pleasure at all. Ginny told me that was because the first time there is always pain, but I was fearful of attracting a man that the same might be the case. Since I have never repeated the act, I know how I feel when I relieve my urges, but not how it feels when a man does the same for me.
"Now that I have grown older, I wonder if the man was merely unskilled in the ways of women. I would answer that question were I to find a man who is willing to show me. My hopes were that you would be that man, but until last night I did not know if you had the same urges or not. At this moment, I fear I may be too old for you to help me determine the answer."
Upon Ester relating her experience with one man, I thought of her as a women in some distress rather than as a woman speaking to me as had my mother. I did sympathize with her plight, for I too had been in the same condition before Estelle taught me. Had Estelle not taught me so well, I should have most likely continued making trips to the privy when the urge struck me.
Those sympathetic feelings caused me to rationalize. Would it not be a lacking in my character not to pass on my knowledge? After all, was that not what Estelle had done; passed on knowledge to me that I might understand the ways coupling could be so enjoyable for both?
I smiled at Ester as I gently stroked her breast through her bodice.
"I could be the man you seek, and you are not so old as to cause me to turn away from you. In fact, the woman who taught me was about your age. If you truly wish this to be, I would enjoy it, I am sure."
Ester did not reply. She simply took my hand and led me to her bedroom.
When Ester closed her bedroom door, I asked if she would light a candle. Her reply caused me even greater thoughts of sympathy and a resolve to give her that which she sought.
"I am afraid you will not like how I appear without clothing. Ginny said men are attracted to large breasts and narrow hips, and I have neither."
I attempted to put her mind at ease that she might be more receptive to what I was going to do.
"Ester, if men were attracted only to large breasts and narrow hips, half the women in England would be without a man. I, for one, simply enjoy the touch of a woman's body, no matter how her curves are formed. If you would rather I not see you though, I would explain that it is not only the eyes that may see. The hands and lips can see in the darkness every bit as well as the eyes can see in the light."
When I heard the rustle of Ester removing her dress, I quickly removed my shirt, boots and trousers and then waited. When I heard Ester's quiet voice say, "I am ready", I reached out my hands toward what I thought would be her shoulders.
Instead, my hands found her breasts, and upon feeling my touch, Ester became very tense. I quickly moved my hands up, stroked her shoulders, and then gently pulled her against me.
As I did so, I became aware that Ester's breasts were not so small, and her hips were not so narrow. Her breasts were large enough I felt them flatten against my bare chest, and when I cupped her hips, I decided while her hips were not so wide as Emily's, neither were they the hips of a young girl.
I stroked her back and the curve of her hips until I felt Ester begin to relax a bit, then slipped one hand up her side and cupped her left breast. When I did so, she tensed again and I heard her sharp intake of breath.
"Ester, do not be alarmed at my touch. It is only what a man does to arouse the passions in a woman. Allow yourself to just feel the sensations and you will see that I am far from causing you any pain."
Ester did not really relax until my thumb found her teat and stroked it gently. Immediately upon my doing so, the small bud began to swell, Ester inhaled a short, quick breath and then murmured, "I feel that in my belly. Should it be so?"
I chuckled.
"If you did not, it would mean that I am not doing it correctly. We should lie down now that I may continue to give you those feelings."
Lying beside Ester was much different than lying beside Estelle, Elizabeth, or Grace. I supposed that was because she knew not the ways of men and woman. It mattered not to me. I was once again sampling the treasures of a woman, a feeling I had thought to be lost until such time as I was able to take a wife.
Such a treasure she was too. With every caress of her breasts and teats, Ester quietly moaned and after a while, I felt her open her legs a bit. Knowing that meant her passions were sufficiently aroused to tolerate a touch between her thighs, I stroked down her belly until my fingertips touched a thicket of hairs, then gently cupped the lips secreted under those hairs.
Ester gasped at that touch, but did not pull my hand away. She only opened her thighs a bit more, and when she did, I slipped on finger between her nether lips. Ester again made a little gasp, but exhaled slowly when I stroked her rippled inner lips.
The other women I had made love with seemed to find the sensation of my fingertip on their inner lips to be arousing. Ester seemed to find those same sensations overpowering, I would suppose because she had not before had the experience. She began to moan little moans and to move her hips about as I stroked. When I closed my lips around her right teat and sucked gently while stroking her petals, Ester jerked her hips. I was not quick enough to move my hand before that finger slipped inside her portal. That penetration caused her to jerk her hips again and then moan loudly.
"Oh my, I feel as if I am on fire now. Is it always so?"
I smiled as I began moving that finger in and out.
"Generally it is, though your fires are as yet just a small flame. You shall see how hot those fires will become."
With that said, I used my thumb to stroke at the top of her slit and felt the stiff little button still hiding under her folds. Ester gasped at that touch and spread her thighs wide. I continued suckling her teats, stroking a finger in and out, and gently rubbing her little button until my finger was coated with her juices. When I judged those juices to be flowing freely, I knelt between Ester's spread thighs.
"I will be gentle as a lamb until you wish more, Ester."
I was truly as gentle as I promised her, only touching her open lips with the tip of my cock at first. Ester gasped at that first touch, but did not close her thighs. She just whispered, "Though you may cause me pain, I must know. Do as you will with me."
As soon as the tip of my cock was wetted, I pressed forward, but ever so slowly. By fractions of an inch, my cock entered Ester until I felt resistance. I promptly withdrew, and then pressed forward again.
Ester was a snug fit. I surmised this was caused by the lack of penetration for many years. As a result, I did not push my cock home until the sixth or seventh stroke; it is difficult to remember exactly - and upon my belly meeting Ester's mound, I remained in place for a few moments to allow her passage to be accustomed to the stretching.
Though Ester was not nearly at her peak, she was beginning to breathe in quick, short breaths. When I withdrew my cock and then began stroking it in and out of her snug passage, those breaths became quicker and more shallow. I began to feel an alternating tightening and loosening when my cock eased into her depths. It was much the same sensation as I had felt with my other lovers, though I knew they were creating that sensation for both our benefits. Ester seemed to not know she was doing it.
As I continued to stroke my cock, I bent my head enough to capture Ester's left teat between my lips. A gentle suckle cause the response I expected, though I did not expect it to be so strong. Ester thrust her body up just as my cock reached the extent of her passage, and I felt her wrap her arms around my back. Upon starting my next stroke, I pinched her teat gently between my teeth. Ester gasped out, thrust her body up again, and I felt her fingers digging into my back.
A few moments later and much sooner than I had anticipated, Ester cried out and began such a shaking I was forced to hold her right hip with my hand lest my cock slip from her slippery nest. The shaking quickly increased my passions to the point I could no longer control them. As Ester heaved her body up into my stroke, the first surge of seed raced up my shaft, flew out the tip, and splattered inside Ester's writhing passage. A second, then a third, and then yet another erupted from my cock, and Ester still shook and made little cries of pleasure.
I continued to stroke my cock in and out of Ester until she mostly stopped shaking except for an occasional jerk of her body and a quiet little moan. When I did withdraw my cock, Ester sighed.
"What Ginny said is true. It was as if deep in my belly I became tighter and tighter until I exploded. I must feel this way again and again and again.";
Over the next year, I obliged Ester at any time she wished to feel my cock penetrate her. If the weather was rain, I would oblige her of a morning as well as of an evening. At her suggestion, her bed became our bed, though I continued to pay her for my room and my board. No self-respecting man would allow himself to be kept as a man might keep a mistress. No, I made love with Ester because I enjoyed both my own feelings and the way she responded.;
It was the spring of the next year that I called at a farmhouse on the west edge of Whitchurch. The woman of the house said she had a pot or two that required mending and went to fetch them. When she came out of her kitchen, she carried a large soup pot. Behind her came a young woman about my age carrying two smaller pots. This young woman had long hair as black as a raven's feathers, eyes that were as blue as the sky, and lips that were soft and sensuous. Her simple housedress showed me the breasts under it were larger than most, and it flared from her narrow waist to hips I imagined would be an absolute joy to have in my hands.
I had learned when still an apprentice that women enjoy flattery, and that sometimes that flattery resulted in an additional purchase. As I had been sharing a bed with Ester for some time, I had moved some of my tools into my old bedroom. On days of rain, I spent the time not attending to Ester's needs in my now workshop in the making of pastry cutters. I had a selection of pastry cutters in my cart.
When the two women approached, I smiled.
"Ma'am, I had expected to find a housewife, but not two sisters."
The woman blushed.
"Sir, you surely must be of poor sight. This is not my sister. This is my daughter, Rose."
I smiled again.
"Be that as it may, the two of you look very much the same. I would venture any man would have difficulty selecting between the two of you."
The woman was still blushing, and now, so too was the daughter. She smiled at me then.
"Sir, my mother already has her man, so there would be no selection required. I believe you to have another motive."
Well, she had me there. I said no more as I worked to repair the three pots. When I finished the last, I handed it to the young girl, then reached into my cart and retrieved a pastry cutter.
"I also have pastry cutters should you be in need. This one is but a simple egg shape that is priced at a half-pence, but I have others as well."
I reached into my cart again and picked up a special cutter shaped in the outline of a baby chick.
"Perhaps you do not have a cutter such as this but would be willing to part with a pence to have one. It would bring something new to your Easter dinner pastries."
The young girl, Rose, smiled.
"Young man, your motive for flattery was merely to sell my mother something she does not need. I admit you to be smart, though you would not fool me."
As I looked at Rose, I took an instant liking to her. Well, "liking" is not exactly the correct word. It was more than liking her though I did not know how to explain the feeling at that time.
I began putting my tools back into my cart, but left the pastry cutters until last. When I picked up the chick, Rose chuckled.
"You yield too easily I think. What ever would you do if you were wooing a young girl and she refused you?"
I said it would depend upon how well I liked the young girl, put my pastry cutters in my cart, and then closed the lid and began pushing my cart back to Whitchurch.
Along the way, I thought about how I had felt upon seeing Rose and how I had felt when she understood my attempt at selling my pastry cutters. At first, I thought she to be rather cheeky for a woman. Women were not supposed to disagree with men, or at least that is what I had been taught. When I thought some more though, I had to smile.
Rose was smart enough to see through my flattery and I found that I liked that. I also remembered the way she had spoken. Her voice was as soft and as smooth as a stream running over a rock streambed. I liked that about her too.
I shrugged to myself then.
Yes, I had liked the girl, but she was only one of many young girls I had liked. There would no doubt be others as well.
As I had made many pastry cutters, I decided to push my cart to the town square in Whitchurch on market day just as had Master Eaton taken his ware to the market in Honiton. It would cost me a day on the road, but perhaps I could sell enough pastry cutters to equal the income I would lose.
I was sitting by my cart the next market day when who should I see walking down the line of sellers than Rose and her mother. They stopped at my cart, and Rose smiled.
"My father has given me a pence. I would have a pastry cutter in the shape of a chick if you have one available."
For reasons I did not understand at the time, my heart began to beat so hard I feared Rose would hear it. I quickly retrieved one of my chick pastry cutters from my cart and handed it to her. Her hand briefly touched mine as she took the pastry cutter, and then again when she put the pence in my hand. I feared my heart would fairly leap from my chest at those touches, so strongly and so quickly did it beat.
Rose and her mother then walked away, but my heart did not resume its normal rhythm for some time. When I arrived back at Ester's home, I asked her if she had had a similar experience and if she thought I should seek the attentions of a physician.
Ester smiled, but then frowned.
"Johnathan, you have no malady that any physician can cure. Unfortunately, your malady will affect me as well, for unless Ginny was wrong in her tale, that malady is what she called love. I shall miss your attentions terribly, but I understood that one day this would happen."
I asked Ester how this would change our situation, and she smiled again.
"There is but one cure for what ails you, and that cure is to be with the woman who afflicted you. That means you must abandon me for her. Do not frown so. Though I have never been so afflicted, I understand."
I was feeling as if I were speaking with my mother again.
"What should I do if I must abandon you? Where am I to go? I can not just forget you either."
Ester put her arms around me.
"You should woo this woman and marry her. Once you have married, you will find a place to live, for you are brighter than most men. I do not wish you to forget about me, but it is time for you to be with a woman who can make you a proper home and give you children. I will miss you, but I am happy for you as well.";
Well, I did not know the first thing about wooing a woman. For two weeks, I went to the market in hopes of seeing Rose again, and each week, she was there with her mother. They bought no more pastry cutters though. They would only walk by my cart and smile. The third week, when they walked past my cart, I gathered my courage and asked the only question I could think of as possibly appropriate.
When Rose stopped at my cart, I tipped my cap.
"Rose, I was wondering; would you enjoy a walk by the river this Sunday? If you would rather not, I understand, but I thought; well; I have taken a liking to you and; well; the river is so peaceful this time of year and --"
Rose stopped my blathering with her laugh.
"Sir, if you continue to ramble on, I fear you will soon step on your own tongue. If my mother agrees, I would very much enjoy a walk by the river this Sunday."
I held my breath while Rose whispered something to her mother, then let that breath out slowly when her mother nodded her head.;
On that walk by the river, I learned many things about Rose. I learned she was just nineteen to my twenty-one. I learned that she enjoyed baking, hence her purchase of my pastry cutter. The most important thing I learned was that when I walked her back to her house, I was very reluctant to leave her. It was as Ester had said. I had been afflicted with that strange and unexplainable feeling called love.
Shortly after that walk, I took stock of my finances and found them to be in a better situation than I had previously believed. If I were to find a place for a proper shop and begin making new pots, pans, buckets, and the occasional lantern, I could possibly increase my income sufficiently as to afford both the shop and a wife. I thought this more probable than possible because I had been asked on market days if I could manufacture such articles.
Ester knew of a friend of her father who had such a place. I do not know what arrangement they made, but I am certain there was one made. The place was much better than I could have afforded on my own. It was a house with just two rooms; a kitchen and a bedroom; but it had an attachment for storing a carriage on the side. That carriage room would become my workshop.
I spent the next two months after my noon meal in setting up my workshop, obtaining sufficient tin plate for what I was going to manufacture, and then making the pots and other items I would sell on market day. Mornings were my travels around Whitchurch to mend pots for the housewives in order to maintain my purse at some reasonable level.
After those two months, I asked Rose's father for her hand in marriage. I could not do so before I was at least somewhat established. It was a difficult time for me. Rose's father insisted upon seeing where his daughter would live and insisted that he see my workshop and my work. It was a long afternoon when I gave him a tour of the house and workshop, and he frowned most of the time. At the end, though, he shook my hand and said he agreed to the marriage.
I do not remember much of the wedding, a failing of which I am often reminded by Rose. I do remember well the wedding night, for that night I aroused the passions of a young girl and then lay beside a young woman as she still breathed panting breaths and stroked my chest. It was an experience like none before. I feared hurting my bride with that first thrust, and indeed did cause her some pain, but after my cock was buried inside her very snug passage, she stroked my back and bade me continue.
Her words to me I shall never forget.
"Johnathan, I felt a twinge as mother said I should, but she did not tell me of the tightening in my belly that cries out to feel you stroking inside me. I believe if you go slowly, I shall feel the release of that tightening as mother said might sometimes happen."
Well, I did continue, though with much less vigor that with my other lovers, at least at first. As I suckled and nibbled at Rose's teats, I felt her beginning to thrust her portal into my strokes.
I confess I was not observing her response as closely as I might have. I have learned over time that Rose tends to be rather quiet until she reaches her peak. Such happened that night. She was being a lover by stroking my back and making small moans. I was not aware of the state of her arousal until she gasped and heaved us both slightly off the bed. She remained in that position, holding us both up with the strength of her legs as I continued to stroke my cock in and out.
Only a few strokes later, Rose gasped, "Oh Johnathan", and then began to writhe beneath me. Her thighs began to quiver then, and that quivering caused me to spend. Only when my cock slipped from the now-slippery embrace of her portal and passage did she sink back down upon the mattress. I was going to roll to her side, but she pulled me down on top of her.
She stroked my cheek, then kissed me, then whispered, "You have made me a woman, Johnathan. I very much enjoyed being made a woman. Pray do so again as soon as you can.";
Well, much has changed in my life since that night. Nine months and four days from our wedding night, the midwife placed little Jacob Johnathan Erickson on Rose's chest. Rose guided his little mouth to her right teat, and after a false start during which her teat slipped from his lips, he began to suckle with great vigor. He continued to cause me envy by taking his meals at Rose's breasts, though she was more than willing to have me suckle her teats once the midwife said she was fully recovered.
Jacob was able to hold his place at the table, so to speak, for a year and six months. He then yielded his place at Rose's teats to his sister, Alice Rose.
My family showed no sign of a slowing of growth, but neither did my business. Before Alice Rose was born, I was able to purchase a larger house and build a workshop at the side. Sometime later, I also added a small stable to house the horse and cart I purchased. I now travel about the country in my horse cart and can make more calls than before. My afternoons are spent in my workshop manufacturing items for the next market day.
One thing that has not changed, and is why I said my family shows no sign of a slowing of growth, is that Rose does enjoy our love making. Just last night, she fed Alice Rose for the final time that night and then put her and Jacob into bed. Once they were asleep, she came to the kitchen where I was laying out the piercing design for a lantern. When I looked up at her, she opened her nightdress and cupped her heavy breasts.
"Johnathan, Alice Rose has had her supper, but I still feel very full. By morning I will be in a frightful state. Might you consent to relieving this fullness?"
I knew very well what Rose was asking. I put down my pencil and smiled.
"You know if I relieve the fullness you will only want to be filled in another well."
Rose smiled back at me.
"Yes, I shall, but the second filling will make me very happy."
She let her nightdress fall to the floor then, and I saw the rounding caused by the child in her belly. By Rose's calculation, I have another five months to make her happy with more fillings. Then there will be about four months when our lovemaking must be of a more manual nature. As to what will transpire after that;
Well, I would suppose at some point I will have to chronicle our doings from this time forward. It will not be so great a task. It will be more a remembering and noting down than work, and the remembering is nearly as enjoyable as the doing.
By ron de for Literotica.;